What remains
Last night I dreamed a wonderful poem, with every word and every letter, but had no pen under my pillow and by dawn it was all lost.
If I think it over, my nights were rich in poems, fairy tales and far places, I always had complicated visions, especially deep in the fierce winter which is the most versatile season. Yet, the clock chimes midnight and I still wait for a sign from outside, a livid falling star or a gust of wind, or maybe an inaudible icy finger to paint my northern window blooming the flower of my breath.
When I was young I often dreamed about flying without wings – I was so easy like a buzzing maple seed pod lost from the branch in the thin air. Now I forget nearly all in the morning, and sadness stands proof for that. I am fed up with dead reveries and so I'm not expecting others for a time. Those flying dreams are now so far – I can not dream them anymore...
POEM
Let us write a love poem on the latest snow, before the wind carries our words, our breath to the northernmost lands. Let us remove just a bit the cover of the field so as to spy under the roots of the old oak tree the rabbit's dream, as he is reliving his fastest homerun, which left the fox without her meal again – In his sleep, the rabbit's paws move quickly underground, in a world that smells fresh of the month of May and of green fields strewn by a billion daisies.
Far away, a barking dog – another dream maybe, and a tune about some Marion or Mary Ann. Suddenly a rifle goes off over the forest, over its gentle breezes and crows – Soon the gray fog will cover our path. We must return, Love, but mind your step, keep off the poem's last line –
WORDS
The inborn haughty to believe that flowers are so nice for us and birds are singing just to please the bored mankind. Death himself might be persuaded to forget and file past life – even at last when the old tree inclines its crown surrender for the final lightning. The rainbow, ancient books explain, for angels is a kind of scarf, the clouds are signs that we ignore.
But words, the words are just for us, the secret garden of delight, a treasure, light to share with all who are enchanted by the rhyme and the vibration of the verbs. Beneath the forehead, on the lips the Poet's temple grows and grows.
LAST NIGHT
Look – the inkwell reflects my hand and my hand becomes the word – as dark as the night and without its own aim, too – like the hair of my love like this cup of bitterness
and then I can see through the pages as through a magnifying glass, all objects are clear to me, the globe is transparent too like a jellyfish – I see a sad landscape with trembling lines and odd-shaped stones, with dead trees on the lee-side, as in a dream
all important dreams are about expeditions, crimes, or love – the others do not matter, you can forget all about them the very moment your eyes open – re-read only classic dreams, stream-like dreams, verging on nightmares, long reveries, those chimerical anthologies along the endless gangways of the libraries behind your forehead.
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Dan Dãnilã 7/13/2016 |
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